27 on 27

Late post but who cares right? 😂

Thank you Facebook for keep reminding my friends. Kannnn? Admit it. Facebook yang tolong ingatkan my birthday. I dont even remember everyone’s birthday without FB helps. Anyway, thank you everyone for wishing me a happy birthday. I really appreciate your time to write and posted it to my wall because i pun actually tak berapa rajin nak wish my friends dekat Facebook. Sorry sebab lately memang jarang sangat buka Facebook. Scroll gitu-gitu, like gambar hari raya yang naik dekat news feed je.

I called my mother the other day thanking her for bringing me into this world dengan suara tahan nak menangis. Sebak baq hang! Memang spesies cengeng so tak boleh buat apa lah. Thank you for everything mak, ayah dan adik-adikku yang dua ketul tu! Thank you for EVERY.SINGLE.THING! Only Allah knows how much i love you all despite my keras kepala attitude 😂

And to my bestfriendssssssss (because i have more than 5 bestfriends), thank you for the birthday wishes and prayers, thank you bagi i hadiah, thank you belanja i makan and thank you for celebrating my birthday! 

I am so beyond blessed to have an amazing family and friends ❤

and..........

A good job with a good salary alhamdulillah sesuai dengan kelayakan (tapi dikira category miskin bandar juga. nak balik ipoh!!!) to maintain my simple lifestyle. Chewahh type ayat 'to maintain my simple lifestyle' rasa macam orang kaya. Muahaha padahal tuhan saja yang tahuuuuuuu.

Dear Self, happy birthday! Thank you for being so strong!

I have been struggling with my own thoughts for the past 3 years. Losing someone yang you sayang because your own mistakes, it hurts (but not fully my mistakes lah haha tetap taknak mengaku salah tu 😆) I knew him for almost 10 years tau bukan 10 days. Lesson learned the hard way. I often wish i have pintu suka hati doraemon so that i could go back and change those mistakes. Unfortunately, there’s no such thing. But as a result, i learn more about myself, learn how to control my anger, belajar buat semua benda sendiri. I loved him and i knew he loved me too! Confident sehhh! Dulu ye kot tapi tu lah, dulu-dulu punya cerita dah habis sis. Somehow loving someone isn’t enough to make it works. Wrong timing ke ehh? Entah lah. It's all about commitment and responsibilities to maintain a relationship. Gituuuuu konsepnya.

Memang betul-betul candid ni tau. Bukan acah-acah 😝

I AM 27, TRYING SO HARD TO LOSE MY WEIGHT AND HAPPY WITH MY LIFE! OK BYE ASSALAMUALAIKUM